It's Monday, Monday! So depressing Monday!

So, it's Monday again. As usual, I became so haggard, stressed, tired and depressed. Why does Monday always have to be this hard? I am so haggard because of our Physical Education subject. It lasted for 2 hours straight and what we did for the whole period was to practice our routine for the midterms. It was fun practicing the routine with my classmates, though. Now, I am was so stressed because of the never-ending school works. C'mmon guys, give me a break! Tired because of the very long day at school. Last but not the least, depressed. Depressed because of Algebra! Nothing has changed. It was always that subject which makes me so sad. I don't know, but I always give my best for Algebra. I study at our house whenever I have time, I do all my homeworks and practice each lessons, I listen to our professor all the time, and I concentrate every Algebra class. But why is it that I still get so many disappointing results? It really confuses me which leads me to depression. My classmates' quiz and homework scores are all high and my scores are just there like, "Oh hello, I AM A VERY LOW SCORE. My owner wants to disown me because she is so embarrassed having me." Like that, seriously. I really cried awhile ago, because I can't take it anymore. I just want to burst out my feelings and forget about the rest. As much as I wanted to talk to my mother on the phone, I can't. I have no load and neither she is. Luckily, she got the chance to call me awhile ago around 4 pm while I was walking my way out of the school. I got to talk to her about my Algebra issues and she comforted me a bit. I was relieved for a little because I had the chance to open up my feelings to my mother.  :)


Random happenings for today? I already got my uniform! After 1 month and 2 weeks, I finally got it. Thank God! Somehow, there is still a good thing that happened to me today. Additional! The most random happening in this post; I got the chance to go home in Cavite! I missed my stuff toys so much and my father and brother, and I guess everything that Cavite has! I never thought that I would miss it so much. <3

Assumption uniform! <3

Me with some of my toys at Cavite

Well, I think all I need to do is to pray, smile and strive more for good grades. Nothing will happen if I give up easily. I have to do my best! That's all for now! ;)



Dear Algebra,


I won't give up on us even if the skies get rough/ I'm giving you all my love. I'm still looking up...


Love,
Yanna